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Collapse List

by Novo Amor

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1.
First Place 03:33
Wouldn’t know if it kept calling My melatonin isn’t forming Was kinda hoping, you wouldn’t notice, I had a moment Should I go if I get bored of being lonely? Are you lonely? There’s a new me paying old fees in the front seat So I won’t be anywhere for any other Count down from three, and breathe, can you handle it? ‘cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels Coalescing all our favourite evenings I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me ‘cause Hell, it’s been a ride Shoulda known it’d get boring In the hellscape, I was first place to the coffin, in the garden, it was creaking So I won’t be anywhere for any other Count down from three, and breathe, can I handle it? ‘cause damned if I won’t be digging in my heels Coalescing every other ending I’m waiting on my dreams to come and get me ‘cause Hell, it’s been a ride ‘cause damned if I can’t be all that I would need It’s a lesson, one I’m never learning Who have I been kidding? I’m dealing with it all alright I’m setting free
2.
Same day, same face, I get it The same way you recognise it now (forget me, I’m gone, listen up) (let me have that) I can’t say I get dramatic But if somebody asks - please just say I died (set me on fire, set me alight) Yeah, just let me have that Oh, God damn my luck (I said it out loud) God damn, my luck (I should’ve been around) God damn, my luck (I saw you running out) God damn, my luck, God damn Same day, same face, I get it Your love is a lifesaver (set me on fire, listen up) (let me have it) Can’t change my awkward timing But if somebody asks – please just say I died (forget me, I’m gone) Yeah, just let me have that
3.
Placeholder 01:59
4.
Years On 04:02
You’re the author of my head And I wouldn’t light up the room See, it’s awkward if I’d said that “I wouldn’t sit back and lose” If I gotta be there for me (Death, be on time for me) ‘cause I’m kinda feeling there, fully (Let me unwind, fully) You’re out on the border, where time left And I shouldn’t care like I do But I’ll be going on and on for 40 years saying “hell, what I wouldn’t do just to be around, feel better now” My God, I can’t stop it, so let it ring I bet it won’t mean a thing You said it don’t mean a thing Spent every autumn getting taller All of my favourites have moved, right to the corners of their boredom And I couldn’t sit there with you If I gotta be there for me (Life, be on time for me) ‘Cause I’ve been going on and on for all these years Hell, what I wouldn’t do Just to make a sound, make it real loud My God, I can’t stop it, I let it win, I bet it won’t mean a thing You said it don’t mean a thing
5.
Me v2 02:43
I was late on my second wave I should be going somewhere Couldn’t find the line I said I’d drawn I was praying I could get a rewind Could you play along, yeah? Couldn’t bide the time for anyone I guess I’ll say it, I guess I fell in love (Let my mind resolve) My sunsetting, a goldmine catalogue (Best I right the wrongs) I guess I’ll say it, I guess I’m better off (Let my life dissolve) Your bestseller is all I ever was Off and on, which version are we on? I was said and done, gettin’ old, I couldn’t pedal on more It’s a sign the nights were getting slow And I’m done with the dialogue, man could you monologue it? If I buy the rhetoric imposed - I cannot be alone
6.
Co-Pathetic 03:55
I was stepping up with full intent to be incredible So indebted, so unmeasured Colour-right my face, it feels prophetic coming in second place Come and get it, I am everything I went step-by-step to my own death, it’s all ephemeral Let me at it, let me manage Don’t remind me, babe. I feel paretic trying to celebrate Co-pathetic, a ‘coat-on’ panic You better get some balance, you better find a way You better get somebody to be your ‘always’
7.
It’s just the name I was given It’s the way that I live my life undone I’ll be running out of synonyms to let you know how I’m feeling Oh, don’t leave just yet, just when I’m leaning back You kinda messed with my rhythm Where’s the rest of my life gone? I could’ve sworn I had a couple more minutes left I had a speech prepared but all I said was… Don’t leave just yet, just when I’m leaning on back Oh, please, easy feeling, won’t you stay awhile?
8.
My legs won’t go where my head wants My collection of words couldn’t ever be enough My head won’t turn in your direction I’ll land where I land, when I land So what if I said it? I meant every word That my connection it left me, in the moment, I was gone I guess that I’ll stumble along and I’ll land where I land, when I land Just get a little rest sometime I’d care a little less if I could You said it ought to be just fine Swear it on your life, it’s alright Red bag on your shoulder with the price tag on Your headband through a cold phase It’s time we settle up If my head won’t turn in your direction, I’ll land where I land, when I land
9.
Sand And Sky 02:10
10.
Ornaments 03:04
Could you help me out and say it? That I was in out of my depth Couldn’t catch myself from falling off the earth Could you let me shelve the failures? I’d be sitting down for this mess Sent a card back home with a poem on the front The time is showing the cracks upon my hands Could it feel like this forever? Be where I wanted to be? Could I say it now without breaking down again? I’m finally throwing this stack of ornaments And I’m fine with growing out of who I am
11.
Just another way to give you my time Just another phrase that I could un-write My life, in waves, my tide won’t set it straight Just another way to make it alright If I don’t feel it by now I won’t be around I’ve signed off, it’s feeling so loud I won’t be around And I can’t be your landing ground Just another way to give you my life Just another face for me to rewrite My life, in waves, my pride won’t set it straight Just another day, and I’ll be alright If I don’t feel it by now I won’t be around I’ve signed off, it’s feeling so loud I won’t be around to watch it play out ‘cause I can’t be your landing ground It honestly gets me down, that I couldn’t say it out loud So how should I be, in pieces on the ground? I won’t, I can’t be your landing now

about

Ali Lacey began Novo Amor as a project of sorts, an act of defiance in the wake of a break-up, but along the way he found something quite unexpectedly rich and rewarding.

Years ago, a summer spent by an evergreen-surrounded lake in upstate New York supplied both the impetus and imagery that he would use to craft his debut album Birthplace (2018), and the follow-up, Cannot Be Whatsoever (2020) in a house in Cardiff that was part home, part-studio.

On Collapse List (2024), Lacey reflects on the record and how it "speaks of my recognising what needs to change in my life, from my location, my feelings towards making music, the nature of my relationships and such. It started to feel like a catalogue of personal growth; my own little collapse list."

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released April 5, 2024

Recorded, produced, engineered and mixed by Ali Lacey in Wales (track 7 recorded in Chile)
Written by Ali Lacey and Ed Tullett

Strings arranged and performed by David Grubb (tracks 4, 9, 10)
Violin and Viola arranged and performed by Rob Moose (tracks 3, 5, 8, 9)
Trombone by Dave Huntriss
Additional strings and guitar performed by Yvette Young
Additional synth ambiences and backing vocals by Ed Tullett

Mastered by Jeff Lipton and Maria Rice at Peerless Mastering, Boston, MA

Artwork by Ali Lacey

Published by Left Music

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Novo Amor is Ali Lacey. He lives in Cardiff. His debut album was ‘Birthplace' (2018), his second ‘Cannot Be, Whatsoever’ (2020) and his latest, 'Collapse List' (2024)

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